screwed up but fixed.

brown rejected me.

my sat scores sucked.

d guy i love, well, let's just say, we're friends.

my essays are not clear enough to portray who i really am.

i don't feel like doing my foundation homeworks.

i haven't done any sat subjects revision.

i'm screwed.

but.....

brown denied me because i'm better off somewhere else, like australia or even UK. :0

i perfectly understand why my sat sucked, because my efforts were not sufficient enough.

as for love, it hurts but still, i get to be a friend. what more can i ask for?

my essays are mine. n i'll do my best to portray who i am in them. yes, other people advice, criticize or even remain commenting nothing about my essays, but i'm not gonna give up.

as kiasu as it may sound, i like my foundie subjects this sem..since i dah left quite a lot of topics n slowly lagging behind...i need to catch up. :)

sat subjects...i need practice. time management n my memory's strength can be improved via lots n lots of practices.

i'm not screwed yet. girl, u get a grip of urself, u'll get firm hold on your life. :)

plus, thanks to my dearest friend's post in her blog, a very inspiring one, i felt wayyyy better about my scores, my apps n my life.

i know, God is fair and He has something in store that is just right for me. :)